Ok, so we had a group rehearsal in orchestra today, with the sixth and seventh graders. And after class Joe asked me for my phone number so I gave it to him and then when I got home he called me and we talked for like two hours and at one point he said "Hey, you wanna go out sometime?" So... he asked me out. But then I was like "Out where?" and he said "I dunno" so there's no planned date. Besides, I'm going to Maya's birthday sleepover this weekend, so... yeah.

Note to self: Plan double date.

But anyway, I probably shouldn't have said that I liked scary guys, because Joe somehow found out and was acting all scary on the phone. Cuz after the first hour, I was downstairs and my parents were out to Lowes and I was eating dinner and talking to Joe on speaker phone and he was acting emo. And I mean REALLY emo. So emo, that it blew the emo socks right off of me! In fact, it scared my emo socks away. He used this really low mumbly voice, like he was schizo or something, and talking about how his dad beat the crap out of him and his brother and how he hates these quotes Mrs. Kahn has up on her board and how he just wants to strangle the bitch... He was talking about cutting at one point. Maybe I shouldn't have let him listen to My Chemical Romance. o_o The poor guy can't handle it.

But when he was done acting emo, he sounded all happy and went, "I'm done!"

But, you know, Jason acts like that sometimes so I guess Aquariuses are just like that...

But if Joe ever does that again I will strangle him. Is he trying to get sympathy from me or something?

But anyway, I told him that emos really weren't cool (because he was telling me earlier how they were cooler than goths or something) and that they were actually middle-class white kids who cry about their everyday problems and talk to other emos about cutting even though they don't really need to be cutting. They're basically posers. All of 'em are. So you shouldn't be emo. You should be yourself.

Then I said something that Gerard once said that Joe thought was really dumb that goes like, "Be yourself, don't take anyone's shit, and don't let them take you alive." Simple and effective. Makes much more sense than what usually appears in my fortune cookies. (At least fortune cookies taste good.)

Anyway, Joe finally had to get off the phone because his mom said it was time for dinner. He seems to have a lot of brothers and sisters, because he talks about his sister and how she lets him listen to her Used CD and he has a brother Daniel who uses his Xbox, and another brother who played viola or something in the eighth grade orchestra last year named Jacob. To me, that is a lot, considering I have no brothers or sisters. Hummm... kinda lonely...

I got a headache for some reason. Maybe coz Joe is confusing the shit outta me...

Soooo after orchestra and after Joe's bus was called, I talked to Connor about MCR (I was wearing my black MCR shirt today, and he said he liked it. He's into MCR.) (and anarchy wristbands) (and he has like on earring) and he likes Avenged Sevenfold and said the guy who used to sing lead, like his vocal chords blew up because he screamed the whole time. I said something about my band and how I don't get along with the lead singer and he's like "you have a band?" and I said "yeah" and he said "cool" and I asked if he played an instrument because I might want to recruit him and he plays bass guitar. I'm thinking I might get him to play bass instead of William because Chris said William was sort of like Jordyn in the sense that he's really into Christian contemporary and probably wouldn't agree on calling our band "St. Switchblade" or something. I told Connor this, so the possiblity of being in a rock band might've excited him so I probably shouldn't have done that incase I made a promise and didn't mean to...

And, you know, Joe sang a lot on the phone. He seems to like to sing.

He could probably make a good/better lead singer, since he's into emo music and likes emo-ness so much and said something about dying his hair black and straightening it or just growing it out real long... And that whole depressing thing - maybe... meh.

But it's bad to date band members, so that if they break up then the band will most likely break up too.

And I wanna sing lead!!!

lol but I can't because I play guitar, lead guitar, and I'm not even that good. I'm only a little good as a rhythm guitarist... argh... But I'm only fourteen so, meh, I've got a long way to go.

But that seriously scared me with that shit Joe said on the phone. x_x

Possibly still scared.

*shifty eyes* I wonder if he'll call me back.

Argh, I forgot to ask him for HIS number...

I hope he remembers this, because he could figure "well, I called her first so she needs to call me now" but I can't because I don't have his number, and his memory isn't the best so he'd probably think I will somehow learn his number... argh...

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